Hello darling its been a long time since i updated so sorry! ):
Its a sunday again, a no-you day. my my... i miss you so much
i went out for a movie w Hans ytd night (X-men), found out that you were at PML on saturday. Why din you tell me? Or at least drop me a msg since ure not at home. Oh and April was there too. Sigh i dont feel good. I know its stupid to be jealous over other girls given you alr have a wife and all. But i still am ):

I really wish you had more time for me. You promised u'd squeeze time for me but you din. You went for the bare minimum, once per week. Nevermind darling i'll take that. And recently it seems that uve lost interest in me, u dont sms me every morning, u dont tell me u miss me, u dont tell me u love me. I feel so stupid, thinking of you all the time, missing you all the time. I dont know whether i was really ever in ur heart.

Everytime we meet we will have to check in. i dont like it. it feels that ure just using me for sex. really. im only 19, sometimes i hope to have some real couple time too. But i know those are what u cant give. But its okay becos i love you.

Im going to Funan IT Mall at 830pm later to attend a training session for the IT fair.


With Love,
Stacy
5th June 2011